Written contract???

"You've got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things you hide behind it
Let 'em go
Give it up for a while
Let 'em free and we will both go find it"

I'd like that. Someone to help me get through. But at the same time, last time it blew up in my face and left me farther down than where I'd started.
Now I'm not praising myself by assuming I have a pretty smile, especially after everythign I make my teeth endure. but hell. it's not all that bad. and the rest is true.
it's tiring to constantly ahve to battle the same ails year after year. 5 years is starting to become slightly too long for me. 1/4 of my life... that will not do.
i think that along with a getting a job, acing and finishing school work (for at least 1 yr, or 2... I'm not too excited about going back to school really), that will be my last objective of this year... solving my relationship with Ed, as some call it.
There are so many times where I was so close... I just want to see the end of the tunnel and reach it once and for all.




And doesn't this just explain my obsession ?

You are Maryiln Monroe

A classic tortured beauty You're the dream girl of many men Yet they never seem to treat you right

What Famous Pinup Are You?

Ok so the comments are a little too much, but for those who don't know, I adore Marilyn Monroe b/c her life seems so real to me. Too real at times.

how did I know?